“Let me give you the tour,” said Ms. Charmaine. That was the second phase after intake of what I am calling the BHT Mansion. BHT is used in this context to describe behavioral health therapy. This type of care refers to “the prevention, diagnosis, and treatment of conditions related to mental health such as substance […]
Author: KrizG
I am just a simple servant of the people who have no voice, called by the God who created and loves us all. I don't think I am better or smarter or even "Holier" if anything, I believe in the greater potential of all who I have the blessing to help; no matter who you are. You see, I come from an abusive place where nothing I did mattered, and I would only have a future that would seek to one day destroy me; or yet I would destroy myself. With never-ending episodes of anxiety, depression, and healing, every doctor in the world finding my brain so rare, that no title they tried to give me would ever suffice. It wasn't until the day I had enough, and I decided I would no longer be a slave to the titles, ideology, practices that I would truly find freedom. I had a never-ending hamster wheel headed for everywhere but landed nowhere. When I lost my mind, and found my faith, I found my new life. A lot of people cast off the idea of religion, and with all good reason. I mean how many weirdo Christians do you know of or heard of? LOL. Here is where it gets sticky, you ready? The biggest and most troubling discovery is that the same abuse I encountered through my life experience, I also experienced in the church. Guess why? You guessed it because we all share a commonality that somehow got lost in the interpretation, that we are all just simply human beings without the ability of perfectionism. We all have faults, we have a weakness(s), we all have feelings, and we all have a past. My goal in life overall is to connect us in love through the one thing we as individuals seek to divide-our humanity. We all have the drive in us to be the best version of our selves for self, and others we just need to be unleashed. My hope with this blog is to help you see a different perspective, and give life a chance. You can be free, it just takes a little faith, hope, and love, the greatest being love! I hope you will find what God has for your life and feel the love that you were created with. Be blessed family.
CONFESSIONS OF THE BHT MANSION-INTRO
What comes to mind when you hear the term “mental health”? The padded room? Straight Jacket? Mindless Zombies? What if I told you I struggle with mental health, would you believe me? How could I, right? I am beautiful and successful; 3.96 GPA in school for Psychology as a straight-A student. Well, guess what? Yes, […]
When The Party Is Over, People Go Out of Order
Words for the Soul: The music is pumping, and lights shine bright The crowd is life in the movement of the night Popping, Dropping, and unlimited shots The thirst is real, as we all take our lots Here comes the dim, lights go down Once royalty, now being de-crowned All around, the area fades The […]
Vicious Vulnerability
Words for the soul: Cunning, deceiving, manipulative, and addictive. A determination resulting in the neighbor of destruction. From the inside out gut-wrenching torcher, thirsting for approval. Pure intention of intimacy providing the return of incompletion. Incapable of proper emotions, in a whirlwind full of different vibes. Up, down, side-to-side, beyond comprehension for what comes next. […]
Ok, NOT Ok!
Simple thoughts or painful realityI’m “okay” …Not! They say, “it’s ok not to be ok”. But then when everything that which was “ok” no longer is, it then presents the question, “Is it really still ok, NOT to be, ok?” We say the mediocre, mainstream things that create a false sense of trust and intimacy, […]
SO CLOSE, YET SO FAR…
A WAY WITH WORDS “Golden gates, white and brighter than diamonds. Angels bowing before the Throne. From the distance, oh what a powerful force. Joy fills the hearts of those who long for a taste of the sweet aroma that is, the Heavens above. Oh, but wait! The parallel view of a darker, fiery of […]
FACETIOUS FELLOWSHIP
“Facetious fellowship, no fueled connection. Wondering minds, conclusions abroad. Quiet whispers of curiosity and wonder. Distances shows indifferences, perspective shift. The ocean of doubt, the flood of fury, aggression to progression. Sensory gone, depth lost. Spotlight dims, compassion fades, revealing the light of darkness that lingered, the shadows waiting for the moment of entry. Status […]
Prison-Pain-Purpose
A little word written “Prison, Pain, Purpose Bondage at the mercy of pain as we bow to the infirmities that attempt to steal our purpose. The possibility of even the future, at a distance far from reach. Toxic, habitual process of thought and action. Leading to the deception of what could be potential, by our […]
SUPERHERO NAME: JUST CHRISTIAN
Did I miss something? Is there some super-power Christians get when they choose to follow the teachings of Jesus Christ that I do not know about? It seems like every time we turn around there is another opinion about how Christians should operate in everyday life in comparison to the term “Christian”. I say “super-power” […]
Broken…Whole!
Spoken can be confusing-here are some words: “To what is earn if not a broken soul? Constant. Instant. Never-ending. Shattered sense of understanding and value. Even still wanting to preserve the sense of integrity that sets apart the human race. Every thought captive to renew the pattern of familiarity, and life. Custom made, major fade, […]
CONFESSIONS FROM THE OTHER SIDE 